Friday, February 19, 2010


Mar Bear- i remember when we started calling you that, and you'd call me Ambi Bambi. I miss you. Words can not express the grief i am feeling. I don't understand. I have dealth with death before, but suicide...how am i supposed to do this!?

1 comment:

Katie said...

Amber, I just noticed that you're 'back on the blog' I've been trying to do the same. Welcome :)
I am so sorry to hear about your friend Mary. When things like this happen, unfortunately there is not "something that you're supposed to do" or any sort of explanation.
Sometimes the enemy is very powerful, he must have gotten to her in his sneaky ways. It's incidents like this where there is a time to grieve, a time to trust God and a time to build your own fortress to ensure that the enemy doesn't see this time of sadness as an opportunity to penetrate.
I will pray for you and never forget that your strength is in Christ. Ph 4:13
Mike and I were talking about you the other day and now that his schedule is way better "back to normal-ish" we'd love to have you visit :) We can even come and get you if your friend is not coming.... bring a pal.. It's up to you whenever if you want to wait 'til it's warmer that's cool too :)
Hugs to you