Today at church the youth choir sang Cry Out to Jesus by Third Day. It is an amazing song, but to sing it is so hard. The beginning line is "To everyone who's lost someone they love Long before it was their time You feel like the days you had were not enough when you said goodbye" And just reading those words brings tears to my eyes. Losing Cassie has forever impacted my life....It has been one year, eight months, and seven days since we lost Cassie, but it still feels like yesterday. I still miss you. I still cry. I still can't sing or hear a song without thinking about you. I still have your picture in my purse. It is still so unreal to me that you are gone. I still look for you at church. Still expecting to see your beautiful face walk in through the doors. Still expecting to hear your voice next to mine as we sing. I still don't understand. It still hurts, everyday...I haven't gone a day and not thought of you. I try to be strong, but some days its just too hard to be.
Does it ever get easier? Isn't the pain supposed to go away?
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