SENIOR!!

School started today.
which means summer is officially over
and it is time for Amber to start her job hunt!!

I had youth tonight, and it was a good night
but after i was sitting in a chair really just thinking.
I have had alot of different tests taken in my life.
MRI, something with Radioactive stuff, i don't know.
name the test i have had it.
Every time I've been sick or hurt i have always sensed this peace that
i am going to be okay.
I will spare you all the details of why i had testing done,
but this time around i don't have that peace that i have had in the past.
I don't want to just jump to conclusions that something is terribly wrong,
because it very well isn't but i am more nervous then i have ever been before.
please keep me in your prayers!!
not just that everything will be alright, but that God gives
me a peace!!
Hope everyone has a GREAT week!!
i'm going to bed!

So i guess i have been really bad at posting lately.
well let's just say my life recently has been so hectic!!
i am never home!!!
I am always going some where, or leaving for another trip.
and it is catching up on me!
I had to go to the doctor yesterday,
one) my mom had to be there because she didn't know what they were going to do once i got there, but she just stayed in the waiting room and did her work. it was my first time ever being in the doctor's room all by myself the whole time!! :)
two) they had me do two tests and blood work done, they took THREE vials of blood!! ((*side note* I HATE getting blood taken, as a kid i would kick the nurses)) and mid way through the lady dropped the third vial and had to reach over and grab another one.
it didn't hurt at the time, but afterwords i couldn't move my arm. :( now i have a huge bruise there!
i haven't gotten the results back yet, but she gave me two different medicine's.
and if the first one doesn't work after ten days i have to go back. :(
i HATE doctor's!!