We will make you proud

Yesterday it had been one year.
it is still unbelievable that such an amazing young woman is gone.

Cassie changed so many lives.
She forever changed mine
It seems like yesterday when we were in Sunday night service, and she had begged P. Erik to play Yearn. and he finally gave in, but Cas just couldn't get the beat down. it was so ironic.

There are SO many memories, SO many people could tell you.

Cassie was a very special girl.
and we were lucky to have her, even in the short period of time that we did.


"Some people come in and out of your life and leave finger prints,
but some come and leave foot prints!
Cassie left footprints, HUGE, life impacting footprints."



Stone Crew, and anyone who knew Cassie.
today will be hard, but we will make it through.
i promise you that.
we all miss her soo much, but everything will be fine.
it's okay to cry, because i can guarantee that i will.
we have each other, and we all will be there for each other.
this goes especially for Stone Church, we are a family.
and its days like today when we REALLY need each other.
Keep your head up, smile, because that's what Cassie would want.
Cassie, i love you girlie.
We are going to make you proud.

it hurts like yesterday

honestly, i can not believe that a year ago Cassie left us.
it feels like yesterday.
it hurts like it happened yesterday.
i miss you more then words can express.
my heart is breaking
Cas, thank you for everything you did for us.
you taught us more then you will know.
You brought Stone Crew back together,
we are now a true family.
Cassie, baby, you left footprints.
one's that no one will ever be able to replace.
i will forever love you.
and will never forget your life.

College

As my junior year is ending, college is finally starting to hit home.
it seems like i have always thought about college and where i wanted to go.
and now its not that i don't, but i don't know where to begin.
i always thought that as long as i got in i would go to Central Bible College.
Now s i'm not quite so sure.
I am between CBC and North Central.
i have no clue where God is guiding me.
For the first time in my life my future isn't secure.
i mean in grammar school, i had jr. high that i knew i was going to
then in jr. high i had high school.
no choices you just go.
now, you get the choices.
and its SCARES the living day lights out of me.
it really really does!!
and not just the going part.
or the choosing part.
one night, a couple of weeks ago i was looking at my youth group and thought to myself.
how am i going to leave all of this behind.
i'm scared. and confused. and not sure.


God please give me wisdom, and guidance of where you want me to go.
Thanks!
-amber <3

*i needed to put that out there!!*

all of my blogs aren't gone, but right now they are all just hidden.
well the one below isn't hidden becuase well Ethan is the CUTEST boy on this planet. lol
:-)

i'm sorry.
i really am.

that's really all i have to say...

Ethan and HIS girl, aka ME!! :-)

today was the best day i've had in a long long time!!!
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